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Kash koi aisa hota Jo Hume gale se lga kar kehta Tere dard se mujhe taklif hoti hai, bohot taklif hoti hai teri ek Aah! se , taklif deta hai vo pal jab Teri ankh se ek ansu bhi girta hai , zindgi khatam hone lagti hai jab tu mujhse naraz hota hai ............... Lagta hai sub ruk sa gya hai Tere Jane se , Or vo kahe tu lout aa mujhe sath lekr ja , Mai tadpti hu Tere sath chalne ko , Tera hanth thamna chahti hu , Tere gale lagna chahti hu , Tere lagne se ek sukun  milta hai.  Jab zindgi khatam hone lagti hai to Tere gale lagne se jine ki nayi chaht milti hai , Ha hoti hai bohot taklif Tere ek ansu girne se , tut jata hu Mai jab tu roti hai , Tere dard se mujhe bhi dard hota hai . Tu hai to mAi hu.........................................................................................

Zindgi bohot ajib si hai, kabhi to lagta hai humare sath sab log hai or kabhi lagta hai is duniya me hum bohot akele hai, na Jane kab Kon jindgi see jud jata hai or na Jane kab koi chhut jata hai. Kabhi man karta hai bohot rone ka, or kabhi lagta hai ki hum kyu or kiske liye roye. Pta nahi Kya hoga humari es jindgi ka anjam. Bhid me hote hue bhi hum akele hai bohot......   Yaad ati hai kabhi kisiki to ro lete hai bas . Kyuki kuch or to kar nahi skte  hum..... Aj kar raha hai dil rone ka par Rona nahi chahta mai . Abhi fir use dekha jise khona nahi chahta tha Mai , na Jane kyu Mai dur hua usse jise Pana chahta tha Mai..........

Zindgi se koi gila nahi , na koi shikayt hai tune Jo dard diya hai. Zindgi me koi gam ab taklif nahi deta , zindgi se bohot kuch Pana tha par tujhe kho ke kuch nahi chaht hai ab pane ki , shayad tu bhul gyi par mujhe yaad hai..... " Tera hona hi sab kuch tha or Tera na hona kuch bhi nahi". Mai Kal bhi tujhe chahta tha aj bhi chahta hu or Kal bhi chahta rahunga. Bhale hi tujhe pa na ska par tu mere sath hai har pal , har jagah . Tu Jahan kahi bhi rahe jiske sath bhi rahe Meri Dua hai tu kush rahe hamesha Mai Tere sath hu hamesha Ever  &  forever........

  Ek gali se 1 ek ladki guzra kati .......  uske chehre par hamesha nakab hua karta tha , fir bhi ek ladke ki nazar us par utha karti thi......... ladka us par marta tha , shayad behad pyar karta tha ......... fir ulfat badne lagi , ladki ladke se har mod par par milne lagi.... Na ladki ne chehre se nakaab hataya , na ladka uska chehra dekh paya..... Ek bar kuch aisa ghata , ladka ladki se 7 din tak mil na saka........... ladki pareshan hone  lagi , tadap - tadap ke kar rone lagi..... jaise taise wo ladke ke ghar pohochi ....... tab padosiyo ne btaya ki ab apko to bohot der ho chuki..... fir padosiyo ne apna farz nibhaya , ladki ko ladke ki kabr tak pohochaya.... ladki kabr par pohoch kar rone lagi ....... apne aansuon se kabr ko bhigone lagi ,, tab kabr se 1 awaz ayi ................................ {waqt - waqt ki baat hai , kal tere chehre par naqab     aaj mere chehre par naqab hai}

1 ladki thi khushboo jo 1 ladke se bohot pyar karti thi vo hamesha use dekhti rehti thi . or us ladke ka nam tha Arjun. khushboo ne ek bar  Arjun ko purpose bhi kiya par Arjun kabhi khushboo ke pyar ko samjh nahi paya. khushboo arjun ko paglo ki tarh pyar karti thi . par Arjun hamesh us ladi se dur bhagta rehta tha . because Ajun ko ye Pyar-vyar jasi chize waist-of-time lagti thi .     fir 1din khushboo US chali gyi par vaha jane ke bad bhi vo Arjun ko nahi bhul payi . Vo har saal new year eve par Arjun se milne India ati thi . par Arjun har saal usse bachne ke liye 1 nayi ladi ko usse milvata tha or kehta tha ki ye uski new Girlfriend hai par fir bhi khushboo ko vishwas tha ki ek din vo uske pyar ko samjhega . par vo nahi samjha . Arjun ke friend se ne bhi usse samjhaya ki khushboo usse sach me bohot pyar karti h par kisi ki bat nahi sunta trha . fir 1 new year aisa aya ki kushboo Arjun se milne nahi ayi . arjun bechan ho gya usse samjh nahi a raha tha ki vo kya kare ...

Ye baat october 2016 ki h. jab mai apni car se apne hometown  (Unnao , UP) ja raha tha . Raat ke  2:30 baj rahe the or mai 5 hours se continuously drive kar raha tha . Raste me ek Bohot Bda jungle tha . mai puri tarah thak chuka tha or meri car ka engine bhi garam ho chuka tha tha . mai bas god se yahi pray kar raha tha ki jaldi se ye jungle cross ho jaye . Because raat ko ye jungle or bhi dangerous ho jata h  Suddenly meri car band ho gyi . maine check kiya to pta chala engine garam hone ki vajah se car band hi gyi to mai car ke liye paani dhudne jungle me chala gya because loi or option nahi tha . raat ke 3:13 baj gye the but m abhi bhi paani dhund raha tha tabhi mujhe realize hua ki mai jungle me kho gya hu . to mai rasta dhundne ke liye eder-oder bhagne lga . tabhi muje ek bda sa banyan tree dikha uske uper ek Bull ke picture bani thi jiske uper ek Headless man batha tha . or us tree ke bottom me ek blue gem tha . mujhe asa lag raha tha ki vo gem mujhe apni ta...